A Note to Myself

How I wish I could clear my mind of thoughts.

How I wish I could close an eye to things that I never used to care before.

How I wish I could just close my eyes for a minute without seeing a facade.

How I wish I could just get away with my last minutes all the time.

How I wish I could just make a promise to visit you.

How I wish life could be interesting at all times.

How I wish I could just do things as well as you do.

How I wish I could learn to do something that I'm not good at and not being afraid of failure.

How I wish I could really accomplish my plans for summer.

How I wish I could learn to like something that doesn't interest me at all.

How I wish people around me would not go back on their words.

How I wish I know the reason that I left earlier than everyone else.

[I know the reason, don't I? Why can't I recall it? Maybe I just ran away?]